I’m going to miss my family…
When you guys read that you’re all probably thinking about my mom dad and sister and stuff for when I leave to college… But I’m not talking about them in this post. I’m talking about my impulse family.
Today we had our second day of mainstage practice at Sheldon and we did our lighting and stuff. And we ran the whole show. After second act we had to do our senior piece.
Right then and there it hit me. When i got on, got to my position in the black out, nothing but me, the seniors, and the words of mrs H being talked through the mic. As soon as the MC said good luck and farewell on the mic to us seniors it hit me in my head, then as soon as she started listing all of our names, mine being first, it touched my heart. And I began to tear up, and later through the piece it turned into tears of joy and sadness.
I’m leaving my impulse dance company. The people I’ve got to know for the past 2 years of my life. The biggest 2 years of my life. I practically grew up with these people who have never left my side, through thick and thin, we’ve had our laughs and arguments but no matter what, we made it through them. And in the end we’re all one big family. The seniors I made a special bond with them because we’re seniors and we’ll be leaving together. I’ve gotten close to a lot of people I never thought I would in the senior class,and I wish I met them sooner because they’re truly the greatest people view ever met.
I’m just going to miss this all…
13 days left of school Seniors… :)

My day, in video form :]
ew haha
I smile too much ahha

Let’s start the day off right…
What a hard day for me it was. So I woke up to an email. That email was the email I have been waiting for. It was the email from UC Irvine determining if I would be eligible to go to their school. So I quickly go to their message center on their website. Fill in all my login info. Clicked login, and hid my face in my pillows. I was too scared to look…so I look at it and sadly I got rejected. Well, cheers to a crappy morning. Atleast I got all those eye boogers out of my eyes. So I got ready into the shower I go. Then change my clothes and stuff. Got my bag ready and drove off to the hospital. As I was driving I thought to myself, today I’m going to spoil myself with a day to myself. So I did. Got to the hospital around 10:45am at the Urgent Care clinic becaue I had set up an appoitment for them to check out this lump behind my ear. I got checked at like 11:50 close to 12pm. And the Dr. was really cool he was asian and he was awkward ( I was ready for his awkwardness haha). I knew he would be awkwarda and it’s totally cool. He diagnosed me with a cyst. Woohoo a cyst nothing special. Can’t remove it, so it shall be there forever yay. Okay so after my doctor’s appoitment, I wanted food… I mean it was lunch time right?! So I drove myself to the laguna plaza, to go buy some L&L mmmmm. I ordered a kalua pork meal and a musubi :D. So I sat there staring outside the window and I wrote a letter :]]. So I chilled there for quite a while, lost track of time. Then I waked to aaron brothers to lookat picture frames, don’t ask why ahha. Then I drove across the plaza towards Michaels, where I bough that cool key chain thingy and then checked out the frames there. ahha Then after Michaels I went to the bank :] And drove around Sacramento because I felt like relaxing. Then my day got so much better after that. Then when my parents came home it just started sucking again haha. Then here I am now isolating myself from everyone in my room because I just don’t want to get fed up with all that BS. :D

So yay it’s a new term blah blah blah…..
No fu*k that. So let me start off with talking about my day.
So I wake myself up like I do almost every morning. Then I take my wonderful shower that cleans my dirtyness from the weekend away, becuase it’s Monday the beginning of the week. I’m. Walking to school all happy and shit going to advocacy, and acting all excited because I get to see my wonderful table 2 period 5 classmates. But no. My damn schedule goes a little something like this.

1st: photo
2nd: Infectious Diseases
3rd: Lunch
4th: Government
5th: English

So my first period and 5th period changed -___- I was upset about that becuase my favorite people are in 5th period photo. So I walk into photo today. And I get yelled at for being in someone else’s seat. Nahhh fuck that, you just lost respect from me. First of all you don’t yell at me early in the morning especially since I didn’t know it was your seat Fuck you I hope you fail the class. Then you ask some dumb ass questions that you should already know. You and that girl next to you ugh. Whatever. And thanks for being so welcoming to your guys’ class, I mean aren’t you guys suppose to be leaders on campus, especially you’re all so involved with ASB and sports and shit, fuckin bitches. So I sit by myself minding my own damn business in the front of the class. Then second period is infectious diseases, that class was the same, except Brittany isn’t there, and I hope my seat changes so I can sit next to Kenny. But yeah I’m happy about that class. Then lunch is so ugh. Then Government I get to sit next to people who are actually nice. :). Then then then I need to step up my shit in that class. Then fifth period is English and it’s such an easy class and I get more impulse classmates thank God Today we wrote an in class essay and it wasn’t so clear. So whatever. Thats my schedule. I’m dreading first period… After school today we danced for impulse yay. Then tomorrow are auditions. :3

I haven’t done one of these in forever.

So today was not like every other day it was morse uplifting today. More of a positive feel. So I woke up , messages a few people and did my daily routine of shower, brush my teeth, lotionize, fix my hair, then change. After I’m done changing I then hold my shirt up so the cold hair will hit my stomach so I can take a shit at home before I leave for school becuase I’ve been taking so many shits during 1st period lately and that’s not the business. Especially if I’m trying to learn something, to further on my education. Omg, constipation in school is no bueno. IF YOU GOTTA GO, YOU BETTER GO AND JUST RELEASE. I’m telling you now, becuase if you hold it in, you’re going to have the urge to fart almost everywhere you go. So continuing about my day. I go to first period, learned some shit, got a 50/50 on my lab final, woohoo, then chilled and watched a sideshow for the rest of the period. Then second period, our teacher was like on men-a-pause today or something she was hella irritated for no reason. But yeah that was a pretty chill class we just recorded all day. Then at lunch me and Choua got together to show our sections we choreographed for the auditions piece. Yadada that was erects fun, I got so sweaty though and I wasn’t even done with my day. Then fourth period came which was statistics, blah. Then fifth period came and it was such a nice day in dance today. Omg one of my favorite days ever. Today we did the write nice things about each other on it. And omg made my mood in dance so much better. Then we took our headshots for show. And everyone’s head shots looked so nice becuase no one was sad and just writing nice things to each other to boost each others confidence is the best thing ever before a photo shoot. It helps brighten up our smiles and stuff. Then after school we fixed Brandon’s piece and I’m so proud of him for not giving up on any of us. And having faith in his own piece ahh. Good job Brandon!!!! Then after Brandon’s I taught some of the audition piece. Then yeah. Then I had to wait outside in the dumb ass cold weather. Then I got home yay.

Today I had a really good morning/ afternoon. So I woke up several times this morning. But the last time I woke up at like 10 a.m. Then I went to church. And I prayed for a bunch of things and thanked God for a lot of things also. I don’t want him to take anything away from me :). After church my parents brought me to Texas Roadhouse. And we ate deep fried pickles. After that we went to go drop off the left overs to my cousin because she loves pickles. Then after that I got home and I went to go pick up Ronnie and Choua and we went to thatONecompany’s auditions/workshops. That was really good because I missed dancing with the so much. And I hope I didn’t disappoint anyone when I told the I wasn’t auditioning this season and when I went to perform up there I hope I didn’t disappoint anyone and showed them that all the training I put with the didn’t go to waste. And now I’m home. I was in a good mood until I got a text from someone and kind of has me scared and like worried because I can’t really do anything to help them. But yeah I guess all I can do is pray.

And now I shall wait to see what the night has to bring to me :)

8 More days
So my day went pretty swell. So I woke up this morning, like I do every morning unless I die in my sleep. And I got into the shower, and it was a bit cold this morning. I showered with warm water. And you know when you shower with warm water and then it’s freakin cold after, so then your stomach hurts? Yeah that’s what happened to me. So right when I sat down on the toilet, all the shit came rushing through my rectum and then through my anus. Oh my gosh it was such a relief ;D. Then I remembered I was driving to school. So I hopped into my car, feeling all clean and shit. Then I drive up to the school. And I go to class. And we did a pee pee lab. I touched the pee. haha. Then in second period we watched a movie called something about women and curves. It was getting really good, but then class had to like freakin end the movie, I was so mad. ahah. Then at lunch, it was lunch, what the hell is so special about that. Then fourth period we took a quiz, and I don’t think i could’ve passed it without the help of Cindy and Kenny. :D. Then fifth period was dance, and we set formations for the rally in March. :D. Then then then after school me and Choua went to target, and then I dropped her off at the library. Then i got home disappointed because i didn’t get anything in the mail D:. basically my whole morning til afternoon. We’ll have to see what comes up at night ;]

Such a lazy day for me.
So I wake up, do my normal routine, text people good morning and answer back those text messages. Then I wanted to wear sweats today, so I wore my impulse sweats and yeah. So then I got downstairs, ate some bomb ass hash browns and drank some cold ass juice. It was the best breakfast I’ve ever had in a long ass time. Then I got to first period, and stuff and then we got to open up our cats today in physiology, yes we’re still working on those damn cats. So then we opened up our cat and got to detach the small intestine from it’s body. And so me and Jade got bored, so we started pushing everything from the stomach, through the intestine, to the big intestine, and tried to make the cat poop…. Unfortunately we ran out of time, so we’re going to make that cat poop tomorrow. So then second period started, and we had vocab presentations. And my teacher tells me that I looked cute today and I found my color that best suits me. LOL. Okay, then third lunch started, and I was stressing about my piece choreo, because I had thought I was going to teach today, but I read on the board that we weren’t. So during lunch the directors all got together and we choregraphed our section for the opening number. Then after that, we started fourth period, and that’s AP statistics, I finally understand the lesson and what’s going on in the class, if I keep paying attention and have my determination of getting an A by the end of this term, I probably will. :DDD. So then after fourth period, fifth period started and we learned the guys section to our next rally. And I’m not really feeling it, but it’s sick aha. I try my best to get into the songs and stuff. After school we did our formations for the powderpuff game tomorrow. And the songs are pretty sick that we’re doing… it’s a mix collab of a bunch of student choreo pieces for our mainstage all put together. And so after all that school and dance stuff I went to mcdonalds and bought a mcchicken yum. And then I got home and played temple run and hit that 3mil woop. I think I’m done playing for a while now. Then after that I came upstairs took a huge shit, and now I’m on tumblr blogging about my day… and now I’m done :D

Saturday school is so boring…
Okay so my saturday started out so early. So I unfortunately had to go to Saturday school, which was a kill. It started around 8:30am and ended early because Mr. dude with the pink hair and piercings was so nice and let us out earlier haha. So then after saturday school I went to El Super Taco woop woop and ordered a Super Steak Quesadilla. Which was totally yum. Then after that I got home and walked myself to the mailbox down the street to pick up the wonderful mail. Then I see that I got a letter from NHSS. And I felt so special opening it and reading it, but then I saw the price for it and I’m like uhhh maybe. Then after that I chillaxed at home and talked to Royce from my backyard. Then I got a sudden phone call from my auntie inviting us to go bowling. And I haven’t bowled in forever. So I thought it was going to be a lame ass night because it was going to be with our cousin who ditches us all the time and goes somewhere else with her boyfriend. And so when we go there our auntie was really happy we showed up and like after we finished one game and got in the middle of our second game, our cousin ditched with her boyfriend and went to the mall for a good hour. So it was me, my sister, and my auntie bowling… And we had a lot of fun. I was doing all these tricks and what nots and everyone around was so amazed it was funny. So then our cousin got back and it was our last round so I was like, why not do tricks again, since the people around are all new and stuff. So I got a strike with a throw under my legs, a strike doing a backwards granny, and a strike throwing one backwards :D. haha. After bowling we went to leatherby’s and ate some good ass ice cream. And then we had like a mini intervention for my cousin at leatherby’s and talked about how she changed and shit. So now I’m home and yeah :]

I haven’t written about my days in a while
Yesterday I had an allergic reaction to what my mom was cooking, and it was not the business I was almost rushed to the hosptal… it was scary.
ANYWAYS.
Today started out really good and went to bad but then went to content you know what I’m saying? Lol
So I wake up early to eat my breakfast…. my whole grain cheerios with milk… Yum. And I ate a sandwich, which was amazing in my mouth. Then I drove to school and got there around 8:40am because it was a late start thursday and I was going to donate blood. I wasn’t late woohoo. So I wasn’t nervous at the beginning, then when I went into the trailer thing, I was like uhhh I scurred. ahha So they pricked my finger and then stuck a huge ass needle in my vein oh lord. But it was a nice experience… I’d do it again. :D. So after that I went to first period where we took 3 tests, crazy right? well not really 3 tests like 3 quizzes, doesn’t really make a difference. Then I started to feel all drowzy and shit, and at our link crew follow up I really couldn’t do anything because I was so drowsy I just want to sit, which i did. Then second period started and I just sat in that class. Then lunch started and I had a good lunch spam and corn and rice yum. Fourth period started, and I’m about to do the homework for that class because we got a test on it tomorrow. eek! Then after fourth period we had fifth period, keep in mind that I donated blood, and I began to get drowsy. I guess I didn’t drink enough water or something you know? So fifth period started and the fire alarm goes off like 4 times it was a hot mess. The fire trucks showed up and what not and it ruined our whole dress rehearsal. But we still got to rehearse in the dance room. Tomorrow morning we get to do it in the gym. Uhhhm So we do it like twice, and I was getting so drowsy but I was hitting my shit full out. So after school I went to the poly meeting, and then tinikling rehearsals, still feeling drowsy and shit. And then I practiced like a good 5-7 times and then I KOed on the sofa at LIsa’s house. Sorry for sleeping at practice. I was so relieved when I woke up though

I have something good in another post for ya’ll ahha
So today was a very cold…windy… wet day. So the first thing I do was wake up in the morning, like I always do. And then I showered, got ready, and then took the car out today because I needed it for after school. So I get to school and there was like freakin 3 minutes before tardy sweeps were enforced. So I booked it from the EH parking lot to the other side of the science building, the side that face the trailer park… or what you guys call the “portables”. I was sprinting, sprinting, sprinting with my backpack, and my gym bag and I felt like a crazy fool running in the rain, in jeans, and stuff. So first period started, took a test, aced that thing… I think. Then moving onto second period, the day just got colder and wetter by the second. So in second period we took a test, and we started Buck. Which I almost cried too, that movie is so like relatable and touching it’s… yeah. Then third period lunch started and Me and Robbie walked to the dance room, and shit I was freezing cold and I had my hood on and a very thin sweater on and like by the time we reached the dance room, my face felt frozen numb and wet. So in the dance room I open my gym bag and I packed a really thick beanie in and I put it on for the rest of the day and I was warm as hell, no lie. Then fourth period started and we had another test… that was pretty hard, I didn’t really understand chapter 8. But now I know that I need to focus when it comes to chapter 9. Then dance started for fifth period, and we had a dress rehearsal. After school we had tinikling and stuff I got through the dance like so many times, I’m proud of myself… because I barely knew the changed and what not and danced like I knew what I was doing. After tinikling I went to pick up Suhasni and Kyo for our performance at Cosumnes Oaks Hype Dance Company’s mainstage. And Impulse was smackin backstage… too much fun :). After the show I went to eat at del taco with Ryanna, kyo, and suhasni and I dropped everyone off home. The wind was scaring me beacuse it was pushing my car and stuff and now I’m home and I’m going to watch Monsters INc. With the Wollobum :]

Today was a late start thursday, and boy did I have a late start…
I wake up every morning to the sounds of the peaceful song of “Slight Work” by Wale. This morning I woke up to it not once, but twice. I woke up my normal time, but the world was too cold for me to break free of my bed sheets. Then the second time it was a phone call. Waking up surprised I got a phone call from a friend saying to pick her up because she had walked her crippled self to school and needed a ride so she wouldn’t injure her foot anymore than she already has. The time was 9:21am or something like that and school started at 9:35am. So I rushed out of bed to get ready, literally took like a 2 minute shower, then headed off. But I guess I was too late, but wasn’t late enough for school… So I drove around looking for her because her phone died and I didn’t have Roger’s number and he didn’t pick up. So then I was late for school and couldn’t decide if I wanted to even go today or not. So I let a coin pick my destiny. Heads would be to go to school, Tails just stay home. So of course it was heads. Got to school around 10am and then went to first period, took a quiz. Then advocacy we watched a video about Senior Presentations and our teacher was about to cry ahaha we love you Ms K. “boom” ahha THen second period was a total chill class, tomorrow we have a spanish quiz, but whatever. Then lunch was alright I guess people had problems I talked to them. Then fourth period we have another test in that class tomorrow, and I don’t understand anything that we learned in ch.8 so hopefully by doing this homework and reviewing it in class tomorrow will help me get a good grade. Then fifth period was dance, and boy did I feel lazy as ever. When school ended I forgot my phone in the class room. Everyone figured out it was mine. Then I went to POly Cluba nd that’s basically my day. I would’ve elaborated more on things but my fingers are too frozen to do anything right now. :[

da da da DANG

So yesterday I really didn’t get to update it on here but I got an acceptance email from CSU Channel Islands telling me that I have been accepted to learn during the Fall of 2012 Semester. Woooo!!! I’m still waiting on others but 3 down 5 more to go.

Today, was a very cold wednesday. Woke up to a smiley face text LOL. Then I got to school, and rushed to 1st period because I was too cold for anything. 1st period we continued with our cat dissection lab, which I am getting freakin bored of… I mean I’m going around punching other kids cats for heavens sake. Then 2nd period is spanish and I guess I’m starting to be less lazy in that class because I’m starting to actually understand…. it has took me 4 years to begin to understand that damn language. ahhah Then third period lunch, bunch of drama llama going around, I try not to include myself within that but I always gotta help my friends in need. Then 4th period, statistics is starting to get easier, but I dislike doing my homework. Then 5th period dance, Impulse is getting along woowoo. haha Everything is really going well in my life right now :]. I’m more content than I am anything else. Which is somewhere I would like to stay. Every now and then I may feel a bit sluggish, but who doesn’t feel that way. :]. Thank goodness I haven’t caught “senioritis” ahha and I’m too motivated by life to start being lazy now. I’ve got big dreams that may be crushed but I am still motivated to work hard for it. :]